Verse 1 I know the pattern, know the road Every time I let you close It's the same crash, different night Same old wound I hide inside You don't feel like home to me You're just a ghost I never leave No future hanging in your eyes Still I keep crossing every line Pre-Chorus No love, no trust, no saving grace Just another scar I can't erase Chorus I don't want you, I just want the feeling The high before the fall, the damage and the healing I know how this ends before it even starts But I keep running back to where it falls apart You're not the one, you're just the habit A fire in my lungs and I can't stand it Every time I swear that I'm done with this You pull me under like a sickness Verse 2 No conversations worth the pain No deeper meaning, nothing gained Just empty echoes in the dark Two strangers leaving different scars I hate the way you stay in my head Like unfinished words I never said It's never love, it's never real Just chasing something I can't kill Pre-Chorus I see the wreckage from a mile away Still I let it drag me to the grave Chorus I don't want you, I just want the feeling The high before the fall, the damage and the healing I know how this ends before it even starts But I keep running back to where it falls apart You're not the one, you're just the habit A fire in my lungs and I can't stand it Every time I swear that I'm done with this You pull me under like a sickness Bridge Maybe I'm addicted to the chaos Maybe I confuse the hurt with comfort Maybe every warning sign is useless When I'm staring at the edge again I know you'll never be enough And I was never looking for love Final Chorus I don't want you, I just want the feeling The rush of knowing everything is bleeding I know how this ends before it even starts Yet I keep handing you the pieces of my heart Not because I love you Not because I care Just because the silence feels worse When you're not there You're not the one, you're just the habit The poison that I always come back with Every time I swear that I'm done with this I fall right back into the sickness Outro No love. No future. No surprise. Just another night, another lie. I know it never ends well when we meet. But you're the bad habit I can't seem to leave.