paranoia has returned and is messing with my head, I have lost all rational from my brain, and I think I need to go to bed, think I hear things that were never said, its toying with my emotions instead. I hate when jealous poison infects my caring heart, cause this is what normally tares me and everyone apart. there all laughing at me and saying things when I leave,the worst part is that is what I really believe. paranoia sneaking back, I'm now under attack, try to make sense in my mind but it's being so unkind, I need to find peace once more, but everything makes me feel unsure. everyones a liar my word are all on fire, my patients soon to expire. I hear a laugh and think the jokes on me, i know deep down that I'm being silly, but the other voice always seems to win, my mental health end up in the bin. I hate it all, and I give my all, but some one help me before I fall, I hate everyone cause I think they hate me too, the voice gets loud now what can I do. I feel that's it's all ready taken over me, it happens so fast that I could not even count the three. paranoia sneaking back, I'm now under attack, try to make sense in my mind but it's being so unkind, I need to find peace once more, but everything makes me feel unsure I just want to me me again the one who's sure, the one who new who i was before I have lost control of me and i just want to be free. be me
