Someone asked me how I was doing today. I paused at the question, unsure what to say. I feel lost, unable to act, out of touch. Am I really out here doing that much? I keep so busy, I don't have time to think about any stress accruing. I keep so busy, I never thought someone would ask me how I was doing. Never Alone With My Thoughts, Can't find the time to get away. Never Alone With My Thoughts, It might just be better this way. No, no. If I had time to process the way that I feel, I don't think I would like what truth it might reveal. I try to act but I struggle coming to terms. I can always talk, but actions speak louder than words. Sometimes I can't do anything, can't focus my mind. Sometimes my motivation just leaves me behind. I keep so busy, I can't devote time to all the things that deserve it. I keep so busy, And yet sometimes I never have the drive to commit. Never Alone With My Thoughts, Can't find the time to get away. Never Alone With My Thoughts, It might just be better this way. No, no. If I had time to process the way that I feel, I don't think I would like what truth it might reveal. Sometimes I think I might be stretching myself too thin, But I always respond to friends with my trademark grin. I don't need to be controlled by the way that I feel. So long as they get what they need, I will deal. Never Alone With My Thoughts, Can't find the time to get away. Never Alone With My Thoughts, It might just be better this way. I won't let them ruin my day. And that will always be okay. I'm finally where I can make people smile today. I may struggle but that's the price I'm willing to pay. I look. I see their smile. That feeling is addicting. And that tells me that it's always worth it.
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